I find myself again held captive to the confusion and brokenness the community I am surrounded in is experiencing. Where is God in pain, in loss, in death, in loneliness, in hurt?Jesus I need you. I am scared, sad, and broken down right now laying down at your feet and in your presence. Jesus I need your provision alone. Holy Spirit, work inside of me in radical ways for where to go and what to do about those lost, hurting, and broken. I am begging that you would provide me with answers in this unknown time. Amen.